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8 For I do not want you, brothers, to misunderstand the distress that I experienced in Asia, for I was so utterly and unendurably crushed, that I actually despaired of life itself.
9 Why, I felt in my heart that the end must be death. That was to keep me from relying on myself instead of on God, who can even raise the dead.
10 So deadly was the peril from which he saved me, as he will save me again! It is on him that I have set my hope that he will save me again.